someday.

I dont get it. maybe its just me, but Im picky. Anyone who i open up to has something about them that I cant help but notice. I don’t know what it is, but I know it does not happen often and when i find it I fall hard. So maybe its my fault, I fall hard.
Anyways.

I really liked you. you’ll never see this which is why i can write exactly how I feel. 
I liked when you held me, touched me, kissed me.

No one has ever done that before. I would never let them.
but I let you. 

I should have known.

It was all too good to be true right? Finally found someone who I wanted to know more about, who caught my attention and swept me off my feet. Who made me fall head over heals. Someone who I could actually wear heels with.. but it was all a lie huh. I think I would have been better of never knowing your name, never seeing your smile, or feeling the warmth from your eyes when you looked at me.

you made me feel beautiful,

and I wanted everyone to see the way I glowed when I was with you

but its over now. it could have all been a dream for all I know.

How can you kiss someone, hold someone, touch someone, then end it, as if it were nothing. Did you not feel anything? must be true then,

gingers don’t have souls. 

I dont know what I did, and you won’t tell me, so I guess Ill never know. But I know I’m worth more than how you have treated me. Im going to meet someone someday that will hold me, kiss me, and touch me, and stay. He’s going to be crazy about me and so will I for him.

so i could lay here crying over what will never happen again, but I’m going to suck it up. 

I should have known.

Thank you, though, for the good times. While feeling beautiful and liked were short lived, at least I know it happened. Whether or not you regret them, how you felt, what you wanted, Ill never know. All I know is that there is someone even better for me out there. 

Patience is a virtue

lower ab workout that actually works, please, share the knowledge! 

 - billy currington “until you”